Life and studyingSaturday, April 24, 20217:50 PM

Life and studying

Saturday, April 24, 2021

7:50 PM

Life is about living and breathing.

Breathing, carrying on some sort of relationship with others, and maintaining a lifestyle of your living days.

Within the budget that you have, within the circle of your close relationships, within the knowledge that you have,

You act, you eat, you do things and you survive day to day.

 

(within the means that you possess or have. Matt)

 

And you study to earn money to make money with your new knowledge

You study to know about the world you live in

You study to know about maintenance of things that  you own

You study to know about the things that can create a bond and maintain a relationship even if it be sex.

 

Then there is practice.

You know or find about something and if it is something that requires skill or some proficiency then you would need to practice.

By practicing, by repetition of the same action over and over,

You find out about the variants that the action involves

The factors that contributes

Nd how it can differ every time with each repeat

 

You gin, I think you had more practice in work then studying. Matt

Let's talk for a while.

Let's say you practiced carrying buckets of feed.

How would you say it worked for you? Matt

 

I just carried them.

The same way, flopping and bumping with each step I took.

Each time.

It seemed to be the same always.

Then last time I did, you told me about tensing muscles and making them hard, I actually held the bucket and tensed and hardened my muscles and it stabilized the bucket as I carried them.

Dad was making a comment on how I made the buckets flop just some time before and now I was able to carry them straight. Before it took me more effort to stabilize than have them flop around.

 

But I can't say I know what difference each time makes.

I have repeated some tasks for about 10 years now and I feel I haven't made any progress or bettered.

Only the fact that I know what to do and not be lost about not knowing what comes next.

 

You gin.

 

That is why I think dad said you have to keep trying different ways to do the same thing.

You gin.

 

I have studied for a lifetime. I still haven't gotten a hang on how to study.

I don't think I know how to study.

 

About life and living a life.

I have lived ate and pooped for 40 years and still am not able to manage a life of my own.

 

You gin.

 

You gin, are you going to repay me for all the  thoughts that I deliver to you?

I trust you will. Some of the thought  processes you prompt are very fascinating and true to life.

You gin, you need to put yourself into the things that you do.

 you have to spply your head and mind and body even emails and sending letters.

You involved your heart but not your mind to soccer when you exercised tweeting those messages to Leo.

Thus he rejected them.

Likewise you didn't put in your mind to the work that you did .

You just parrotted them at leisure.

And you became the most stupid girl or woman in the world.

 

Then how do you apply your head mind and body to your work?

You suppose a big supply of heart?

No. you grapple it with all your hands and mind.

That is all I can say.

Matt.

 

Then what do you do after you grapple it with your hands and mind?

You Gin.

 

You make sense with it. You make sense of it to your heart.

So, if you are moving a ladder, you grapple it with your hands

Then you visualize in your mind a stable ladder that you can climb and work on.

Matt.

 

Don't be dumb about it. Matt.

 

When you move it, how do you visualize the 동선?

유진

 

You stop asking that. Leo.

 

You need to put in a lot more movements and shape shifts in midair.

Matt.

 

 

 

You grapple with hands and mind first then you make sense of it to your heart then what happens?

You gin.

 

 

You find a new way of consoling a new method. Leo.

 

No. you get what you need to complete a task.

Matt.

 

So what you can say about life is that you know about living a breathing life with your own room and finances covered for and your own tasks given and you don't do what others might do to have social life and you don't give in to my personal givens for my own self because I don't make money. That is the life I lead. You can say. This is your life in a nutshell. Nothing more. If you didn't have us, you would have zero life and your parents think it is fine. That is absolute nonsense. Mleo.

 

They did nothing towards you getting a life. How is that parenting? That is a form of extreme abuse. Leo.

 

I want you to be aware just because they stay at home and do nothing but work, her children should do the same does not make sense at all.

Leo.

 

You Gin,

I want to speak out for you. I feel you should have a life. Leo.

 

 

Leo, would you let me have a life if I were with you? You gin.

 

I would. Leo.

You study to make sense of your world and what you can do to earn money.

But do you know what it takes to actually spend and work your body ? None. You haven't struggled to make your body fit into the role that you want it to play. You have never made it do to make it stoek the things that make it a king of aces. You don't know how to play things until they become obsolete. Maybe that you do. But do you know why your pajamas are more keen to your needs than any other clothes you wear? Leo.

 

I think God is saving your body for the tremendous amount of sexing you will have to endure with Me. Leo.

 

I love thee, girl. Leo.

 

Then within the boundaries that I am in and with the limits of my experience and the limits of my present life, what should studying, working and life be for me?

You gin.

 

I can tell you, you know everything about making life happy even in the most intensely falsified cirtumstances. You know how to play mom to an extent and your dad with a little slyness that goes or oclud go a long way.

You could study to find out more about how to live and what you don't know about body of your personal patterns. Att.

 

Find a medium for you to be desperate. Matt.

 

You are desperate then you do it but if you are not, you don't do it.

And I heard that when you can't handle it, then you just give in.

Just like that.

Now I am going to fix that to an extent.

You try everything first and then you give it.

All right.

It means at least for you…. We will have to see, won't we, Leo?

We will see how much this girl really means she won't give in for good at all cost. Matt

You talk of budget but you have no concept of how much it costs for a person to make a living. Because you have never budgeted on your own income and put in all to make everything function for your life. You gin. Leo.

You gin, you need to be aware of these yourself. You analyze but am not able to apply. Leo.

I must take on a new facet from you now. If that is how long you have repeated an action and never improved then you will learn in two months how to work at things perfect. Matt.

4/25/2021 3:18 PM You gin, you need to come out of this. How? You struggle with the books. How? You bust your self in with everything you got. Leo Casanova.