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  • Assignment - fundamentals of Writing. 1.Thursday, September 1, 20229:48 PM
    카테고리 없음 2024. 3. 19. 16:41

    Assignment - fundamentals of Writing. 1.

    Thursday, September 1, 2022

    9:48 PM

    Religion - how my faith developed

    Chemistry - the chemistry between Leo and me

    Cars - my experience with driving

    Music - Justin Bieber, Avril Lavigne, Lady Gaga

    Sports - My favorite aerobic trainer

    Literature - a modest love for lit that I have.

     

     

    Literature, a love that I have.

     

    Literature consists largely in part of stories, dialogues and descriptive moments written in the form of poems and essays. I personally find psychology a little dry but a literary work contains the full scope of a human life and I find it to be comprehensively appealing. It may be fictional but literature reflects keen aspects of reality that would remain unsaid and unspoken and unmentioned otherwise. The enjoyment and learning I get from Literature is enormous and I would and could never do without it.

    However, with the mental illness I have, there have been times where reading literature was overstraining with all its implications and thoughts and imagination that it delivered.

     

     

    Religion - my faithwalk

     

    I am a Christian and I have been so all my life.

    I was a naïve ignorant believer when younger. I in ignorance believed just blindly that God was good and that prayer worked. I blindly believed that God cared for me.

    Around my 40th year, I experienced God.

    I know He listens to me and cares for me.

    His Grace I know to some part.

    I am a more awakened Christian now.

     

    But Lord,

    It is my fault, isn't it, Lord?

    That I am crumpled once more.

    If Thine prophecy is not to be,

    Where is Your Grace but a relieving moments from what I have brought upon myself due to my own fault?

     

    But Lord,

    I see dad's point of view now.

    I have gone down a path of failure just because I believed in the voices, Lord.

    But was it a failure, Lord?

    It remains yet to be seen.

    But chances are it has been.

    But was it Thine Will, Lord?

     

    The life I have lived,

    How would you rate it, Lord?

    What I have tried to do with my life, you have complimented, Lord.

     

    Lord,

    From the visible eye,

    My life is a total failure

    But from the inner view, my life might be very much more than that, Lord.

    Isn't it true, Lord?

     

    I shall continue to do love with the life you have given me, Lord.

    It was a visible failure but I will no longer dwell on it so, Lord.

    I promise.

    I see now where I might have been wrong.

    I didn't have a coherent overview of my past 20 some years of life until now.

    I see that my life did go into a decline after having to do with the voices.

    But I have done good during this time that I would never have done and would have been impossible to have done otherwise even though a good deal of it was done in the voices.

    Is it not worth it because it had not all been real?

    I have to think about it.

    But I decide to take pride in the love I have done whether in reality or in fantasy.

    I did the best I could in my circumstance and I think and believe that God will and is rewarding me for it.

     

    Lord God,

    I thank you for letting me think about this.

    I see my life for what it is now.

    Though the devil coup me up again in deceit and similitude, I shall remain resolute.

     

    Lord God,

    You have blessed me and this I know, Lord.

    Even today, you have sent Korean angels with their distinct sureness and certainty in reading, voice and gesture and have shown me and have me experience a uncrippled voice and behavior and sound and love and way of reading and thought.

    How could I say, you don't work in my life?

    I love Thee, Lord Jesus.

    I love Thee, Holy Spirit.

    I love Thou, Father.

    I pray in the name of Jesus, amen.

     

    Lord, Leo, I see the devil Leo and the angel Leo.

    The genuine Leo is the angel Leo!

    I love him dearly, Lord Jesus.

    Please don't hurt him or Matt or Young, Lord!

    I pray in the name of Jesus, amen.

     

     

     

    딸아, 님의 사랑은 이러하다.

    가증스런 비밀이 탄로나는 것을 바라시지만 그렇지만 잘못보단 잘한 것을 드러내기를 원하시는 것일꺼다.

    가증스런 비밀은 네가 알기를 원하시지만

    님께서는 택하신 신이심을 알기를 원하시는 것이다.

    잘못은 님께서 바로잡아주시겠다고 약속하신다.

    네가 하나님께 순종하려 많이도 애를 썼음으로.

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