a long way to go....a life's journey from birth to death

a growing up and growing old journey

an expansion of dreams and realizations of heart's desires

sought and sometimes found sometimes deserted and sometimes held dearly in heart

 

and realities due to the times and the place and the surrounding people

the opportunites come and met

form one's childhood, youth, and adulthood.

 

my life found at the age of 45 and I must make with it

what I would consider a lifetime achievement

and constitute the elements of the rest of my life with it.

 

so Ms. Selena is engaged to Mr. Benny Blanco....

they aren't a bad pair 

actually they are an amicable couple

yet something like a regret remains

and something of a new kind of reality arises from it all

 

 

my own predictions about justin and selena coming together badly flailing

so my own failings will come to pass as a failing in time

 

and yet there are buildups

strong and steady

gentle but tenaciously holding up

 

 

down the line

I shall build my life anew

with this momentum

and live to find God's will for this reality 

upto my lifetime.