정유진’s study on writings and writing 정유진’s study on writings and writing

멍텅구리왠지 실속있는 말 같다. 멘토께서 내가 잠을 못 떨치는 것을 큰 단점으로 지적해주셨다. 내가 생각해보니지난 20여년을 살아오면서정상적인 사회생활을 해온 시절이 드물었다는 판단이다.그 사이 경각심을 가져야 할 많은 것들에 대한 무디어짐이 있었고이상하거나 자제력을 발휘하지 않아도그냥 문제없이 지낼 수 있었기에괴상한 버릇들도 한아름 껴안게 된 것 같다. 그리고 또 나는 현재를 산다.trying to make sense of myself and my life.trying to think and contemplate on things I ought to think about and ponder on. 방에서의 풍경은 고요하고밖에는 닭똥을 실어가는 차의 덜커덕 거리는 소리와방 안 파리 하나가 버즈즈 하는 소..

문학 외의 공부들. 이제는 하나님께서 인간 전반에 대한 공부에 대해 눈열어주시는 걸까?

I have seen the long shadowy morning turn lightand the world slowly turning and churning felt in my own room and it's been a lengthened vigil since I awoke quite earlyearly enough to be in the dark of the morn before the twilight sets in the day comes in slowly and I at my little sofa with the biblecontemplate on God's Living Word!! What bliss to greet morning with a scripture on your mind !!

maybe beauty is all in the heartmaybe the life's sorrows too are all in the heart the agonies, the pain, the longingthey all pile up and mesh up the heartchurning itand making it ever more goldenand deepand soundand truly humble maybe the true sign of a life well=livedis a heartthat know true humility

a vectorsignifies a direction. then there are geometrical figures on a graph Is harmony a cacaphone or a unifying cadence?  there are mandated laws everything abides by then there is an exception for each rule a human being placed alive in an earth's orbit away from the surface of the earth aberations are madeprogress awakens? the deorbitization  and an endless God.

morning dark and gleam is herequiet reverieand the noise of rushing cars outside the window picking up the morning chillfresh and dawning the morning dew slowly turning into morning froston the awnings out in the fields outside the cool of a summer mornthe chill of an autumn dawnand the cold depth fresh of a winter twilight maybe it is the low temperature of a beginning daythat freshens one's th..

So.Thursday, July 28, 202211:06 AMYou have been using me to get what you want and now you don't get it y  I thought we were in a love relationship. You Gin. So you entailed a relationship that consisted of marriage for you and for me a side job of loving you made my life. You Gin. And I suppose that is not using me. You Gin. Just because you have money. You Gin. To get married and do whatever yo..

Listening to John WallerSaturday, September 21, 20248:29 AMThe beat Calling for a flood ~ The beat The music The beat You are loveSo I am love ….you are peaceSo I am peace  The flow of music and a characteristic voice singing with distinctness softness yet common sense  Everything you are Now becomes me  The swirl of beats and voiceLurks my beingAnd makes it danceTo the holy music  Drum A synchr..